the world is like this: keep things superficial and it's the safest way out. too deep and you're a fool. a big one.

for fuck's sake i wish to yell at people that they should thinking that they are close to me when all they can do is open that mouth of theirs and claim all this bullshit when theirs actions never do justify their statement. you don't know shit, okay? and then times i want so badly for people to hear me out but i realise that after i've said my piece, y'know, it doesn't really matter if i said it or not, and i wish that i could take them back. some things have more worth when they're left unsaid. say it and it loses its meaning. but i guess people need to learn to first start saying things they really mean, and not just say it and forget it 4.583 seconds later or go back on their words. you can't erase words said easily. it's worse if you use an innocent face with an 'anything goes' attitude. it's not 'okay' >>; wtf if need be i'll hit you across the head just to get my fucking point across. YOU here, is a plural.

don't, don't, ever ever ever say one thing and do another.

just when i thought i already had a scanty amount to start with, i'm only going to narrow down more. i guess that there are certain people and things in life that i can do without. just gotta learn to give them up first. never good to think too much while you're at it.

bottom line: don't think so much about it and (i'll) be fine.

the only person i really really really x100 care about now is... missing in action. she's off to do something great that's why. and i, even being the possessive person i am, shouldn't be selfish; i should let her do her thing in peace. but i can't help it; her absence is allowing things around me to get to me. i guess it's the only time where i really think that i'm dependent on someone.

in no relation to the above, i never thought i would say this but i'm getting sick of this place. i was thinking of locking it up and just leaving it for whenever but my existence is negligible, without this place the more i'll be easily forgotten. not that a big part of it matters to me, but rather, i wish it would to just a few people.

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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